Merry Correa. Merry Life. Merry Story.
Dear,
I know it is tiring to feel anxious all the time. It feels like you are constantly running towards a path with uncertain direction. You’re feeling drained, tired and lost. These worries tell you every day that you’re worthless, a loser and disaster. I know how it feels.
I understand how you struggle with the battles you have in mind. I know that you are constantly battling with the chaos in your mind.
I want you to know that you are doing great. Please keep going.
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I see inside your soul that you are strong. Despite how tired you are, you are still doing your best to win your fights even in the midst of uncertainty.
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You are brave.
You prove how courageous you are whenever you choose to wake up and face your battles despite all your scars. That when tears run down your face, you choose to wipe all of it and you try to resist all the war in your mind, your heart and your spirit.
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I can see that you are trying, I know it.
Despite the restless days and nights, you still give yourself a chance to live and to love. While you are clinging on to the remaining hope in you. I see you. What you feel is true, I can see that you are trying your best to make it through.
I believe you.
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However, I want to remind you that you are not alone in this battle.
Your exhausted self makes you feel that nobody understands you. You feel a gap when you are with others, you feel distant when the people you love is around you because you don’t want them to worry about you. Often, you are afraid that because of your state, you can hurt them too.
But let me remind it again to you, you are not alone.
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You are surrounded with beautiful people who loves you, cares for you, they are patiently waiting for you to heal, trying their best to make you realize that they are there to go with you in your journey.
You are loved. He loves you.
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Bear in mind that despite all these, you will make it through.
It may not happen in an instant but it will all come to an end. Cling on to that hope, light is coming, your break through is on its way.
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Lastly, please give yourself a chance. A chance to breathe, to live, to heal. I know you wanted to see the beauty of winning this emotional roller coaster. Forgive yourself. Pray.
You deserve to rest and to mend.
You will.
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I am with you in prayers.
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I believe you.
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You will make it through.
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-Merry